Cheesy pluppighet that you can skip if you want to

i have never felt this depressed in my whole life. There have never been so many times that I’ve broken down or started crying. It’s been hell sometimes. But nor have I ever been even miles to close, of being this utterly happy. He makes me happy. Every day. I just want him close to me and to be able to hold him and neverneverever let him go. And when he kisses me it feels like my heart is going to explode. Even now, over a year after our first time. I will never get enough of him. Of his smile. Of this quirky little comets that always makes me smile. Of his eyes that never stops to shine. Of this way of holding me, kissing me, loving me. I can’t believe he’s MINE! He chose me over everbody else. And no, we are not perfect. We have never been and we’ll never be. Sometimes he makes me so mad and hurt and angry that Idon’tevenknowwhattodo, but we always make it through. Cuz that’s just how it is. It’s us. Hopefully fororever.